The Next Adventure Begins
Yesterday. 5:00 am start… wings-with-friends… 19 hours…1000 miles… sleep in my own big bed… priceless!
Back in Wyo as we finish writing the last chapter in this book. About to make the epic move to Reno.
Somewhere between Tooele, Utah and Evanston, Wyoming, we popped in two Collective Soul cd’s. I had forgotten how much I like them and a couple of albums in particular. Their music speaks to my soul… especially this song called Maybe… my favorite line:
‘Maybe’ is all that you can offer now.
And I thought… yes… that about sums it up.
Today I just have a Maybe in me.
Not a full-fledged Yes but not a No either.
Just a Maybe.
Do I have one more move in me? Maybe.
Can I go one more step for you God? Maybe.
Will I give one more extra mile for someone else? Maybe.
Maybe is all that I can offer now.
I’m good with Maybe.
Today it’s keeping me grounded. I’m not in the rush of making a Yes happen… nor in the panic of guilt for saying No.
It’s nice to be on solid middle ground where the options are still open. I feel like I’m hanging out in the doc’s waiting room. It’s all good.
So my prayer today God is… Maybe.
You already know that my heart is bent toward Probably… although some days more begrudgingly than others. So I’ll swing… no doubt.
But for now, I’m resting in Maybe.
Thanks for being patient with me.